OK God, I'm Humbled!! You Can Fix Me Now!!

So, after three weeks of stuttering I'm ready to stop. I just called the rheumatologist to make an appointment and once again was treated like a retard. The receptionist cut me off, and basically treated me like an idiot not giving me any time to explain my situation. It is so frustrating. I get it. I understand. I needed a big fat serving of humble pie, and I have eaten it. It tastes really bad too. I have an appointment. I'm tired of doctors, appointments, medications that are not working, and weird ass tests that are inconclusive at best. I haven't been able to drive, work, or even walk out in my yard without anyone being home since the "Complex Migraine." I am a prisoner in my own home. I GET IT!!! I'VE HAD ENOUGH!!! HOW MUCH MORE DO I HAVE TO TAKE???