Thursday, April 19, 2012


I feel as if the world would be better off if I HAD died on that roadside. I don't want to be a physical or financial burden to anyone. I'm doing the best I can. This is not fun for me. I can't drive. I can't leave the house without a babysitter, because I may fall. I talk like fucking Daffy Duck. Yeah, I'm having a fucking BLAST, and I'm going to actively recruit people to the retard side! It's fun being talked down to and treated like an idiot. I'm beginning to like it. Maybe I'll actually BECOME one. Then I WON'T FUCKING CARE.....


  1. I know it's not been easy and it's probably frustrating... But you are getting better, I noticed and it will take some time. I remember thinking I would never walk again, was a huge PITA but I do now ;) I love ya! There will be no dying or joining a retard society!

  2. Dying would be way too easy, and you know I never take the easy way out. I've been searching the web for retard societies. Can't find any. Maybe because I'm a retard. Talking to you helped today. I would scream, but I think I would stutter doing even that. I don't have the TIME or the MONEY to be sick, and I want some answers!!!